So I'm sitting on my bed ... at home. It's such a weird feeling. I haven't been home in almost 6 months and here I am sitting on my own bed in my own room. And yet I feel like a stranger. After all this time it doesn't quite feel like home anymore. The feeling will pass I know, but for now I might as well mention it. I keep getting the urge to walk down the hall to visit flyer, but the only people down the hall are my sisters. There is no floor of girls beneath me, there is no gf to hug, there is no building full of friends ... there's just me. I just got home today and i already want to go back. It's a weird feeling for me. I've been looking forward to coming home and seeing my family, and I am glad to see them, but right now it just seems like I've left so much more back at school.
I know the feeling will pass, but I really miss everyone. I want to take this moment to thank everyone who made this year so phenomenal. I'm not going to list names, that would take too long, so this is really just a general shout out. It has really made a difference this year to know that all of you really care and will really miss me. The number of times I have heard "It really isn't the same without you around" this year has made me realize that I do make a difference, that people really do care. I even had a signed petition before I left telling me i wasn't allowed to go. So thank you to all of you who have ever come to me to talk, to hug, for help, or to just say hi. You've helped show me how many friends I really have and how much I'm going to miss every last one of you. I hope you all have great summers and you sure as hell better call me when you get back because I'm going to be bored out of my mind after the RA training is done.
Well it's getting a little late so I suppose I'll call it a night, at least for blogging, Although I miss everyone, it is good to be home and I'm looking forward to seeing everyone. I'm sure all of you will read some very interesting stories throughout the next few months. So goodnight ... from home.
Until next time, Shadow out :-D
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